Wednesday, March 28, 2012

Without You


I can't win, I can't reign
I will never win this game
Without you, without you
I am lost, I am vain,
I will never be the same
Without you, without you

I won't run, I won't fly
I will never make it by
Without you, without you
I can't rest, I can't fight
All I need is you and I,
Without you, without you


Without...
You! You! You!
Without...you

I can't erase, so I'll take blame
But I can't accept that we're estranged
Without you, without you
I won't soar, I won't climb
If you're not here, I'm paralyzed
Without you, without you

Without...
You! You! You!
Without... you


I am lost, I am vain,
I will never be the same
Without you, without you
Without...you!



IU - Last Fantasy

I had a good dream, more beautiful than any flower
At the cold wind, I pull up the blankets
And I open my eyes and it is today
At some point, the seasons have changed

The blue sky and the pieces of clouds
I drew them however I wanted at that place
I wonder if we will meet again
Will you come to me again?

Faraway things always look beautiful
I wonder what the closely approached world will show me
I still have many fears and am still young
If it's you, can I lean on you?
Will you open your heart a bit more?
Don't you need someone?

Like me?

Has this ever happened to you -
As if you've slept for a long time,
The air feels different than yesterday
And for some reason, the day feels strange
For some reason, everything feels strange

My mornings are nights to some others
At that natural truth,
I don't know why I get so lonely, so sad

Just like me?

My last fantasy, forever in my heart

If only I can fly, I would fly to you
But I believe in the meaning of my dream last night
There are still a lot of things I don't know
But I can open that door and walk out
Will you patiently wait for me?
Pray for me that I won't fall
Believe in me


Monday, March 26, 2012

hmm .. 2 minggu terakhir ini gue ngerasa ada yang aneh ajah sama semua orang disekitar gue ..
gue ngerasa semuanya menjauh ..
rasa kesel sih ada tapi yaa mau gimana lagi, jalani saja ..

kamis ntar tepatnya tanggal 29 maret 2012 itu 100 harinya papa ..
ga terasa papa udah pergi selama itu ..
rasa kangen dan kehilangan itu pasti ..
ga ada lagi yg telpon gangguin gue ..
ga ada lagi yg sms nanya "Ya, udh makan belum? makan apa ? gmna kuliah hari ini?"
semenjak hari kepergian papa gue tau semua bakal berubah ..
sekarang aku ngerasa sepi se-sepi sepinya ..
jujur, mama sama koko jarang banget nelponin gue ..
karna gue oragnya sensitif gue ngerasa kalo gue kayaknya ga ada 'penting'nya buat mereka yang ada gue malah 'nyusahin' mereka ..
tapi mulai saat ini gue janji gue bakal buktiin ke mereka kalo gue bisa buat mereka bangga ..
Tuhan bantu aku yaa ..


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