More Than Words - Westlife (cover)

More Than Words - Westlife (cover)

GD&TOP - OH YEAH MV feat. BOM [HD]

I'm really like TOP in this MV *argh*

G-DRAGON - THAT XX (그 XX) M/V

happy birthday @jesicachelsea - 15okt'12

sedih banget loh ini ga bisa nonton BIG BANG ALIVE TOUR JAKARTA :(

semoga tahun depan mereka balik lagi

dan gue harus nonton ! :'(

ayoo semuaa #senyumdong #WorldMentalHealthDay with HIMPSI JAYA

ayoo semuaa #senyumdong #WorldMentalHealthDay with HIMPSI JAYA 

10 October'12 - Bundaran Hotel Indonesia, Jakarta

K-Drama : Reply 1997 (Recomended)

K-Drama : To The Beautiful You (recomended)

FTISLAND - 좋겠어 (I wish) M/V

have fun with my cute niece (Sierra)

B2ST - When I Miss You (english translate)

I happened to hear about how you were doing 
I think you are doing well 
I believe it's better this way, you look happier
And I thought it was still going to be harder for you

With a little bitterness in heart (sadness in heart)
After I roam around all our past memories
I drown myself in the depth of the night
Strangely, I start to become sadder

When I miss you (So good bye good bye)
When I yearn for you more
Lying down without a thought, lying down without a thought
I can't fall asleep

Even when I miss you (So good bye good bye)
Even when I think about you more
I'm okay, I'm okay, I'm okay
As long as you are happy

It just feels like I'm floating in space
This is a problem I don't really need an answer for
Like last night's dream, when I wake up everything scatters
When I try to move closer, you keep moving further, why do you keep moving further

When I was with you, before I let you go
I loved you with everything I had
I don't have any regrets because I believed that I was the only one for you
I guess that wasn't it

When I miss you (So good bye good bye)
When I yearn for you more
Lying down without a thought, lying down without a thought
I can't fall asleep 

Even when I miss you (So good bye good bye)
Even when I think about you more
I'm okay, I'm okay, I'm okay
As long as you are happy

The street I used to walk you home. the coffee we used to drink together
Books we read together, dramas we watched together
I miss all these things so much
The street I used to walk you home. the coffee we used to drink together
Books we read together, dramas we watched together
I miss all these things so much

Even when I miss you, even when I think about you more
I'm okay, I'm okay, I'm okay
As long as you are happy

jadwal semester 5 :')

ternyata dan ternyata jadwal semester 5 kali ini menyenangkan haha ..

akhirnya juga gue bisa ngerasain weekend panjang selama 1 semester ..

thanks GOD ! :')

H-4 ( Pontianak, I'm coming ~ )

KAMIS - JUMAT - SABTU dan ................................. MINGGU !!!!

yak yak yak yak 

4 hari lagi gue bakal menginjakkan kaki ditanah kelahiran gue hahahaha

ga sabar bener2 ga sabar 

banyak yang mau dilakuin ~

Ziarah ke tempat PAPA - ketemu keluarga -  makan - ketemu temen2 

 yuhuuuu semuaaaa deh pokoknyaa hahaha

Lumayan gue punya waktu 15 harri buat pulang 

semoga kali ini gue ga bosen disana haha

oke deh, udah malam dan ini sudah saatnya tidur ~

ppyong :p

ini adalah beberapa foto waktu liburan terakhir bareng papa, tepatnya setahun sebelum papa meninggal ..

buat gue liburan ini ga bakal pernah gue lupain, 

karena disitu terakhir kalinya gue bisa have fun bareng papa dan keluarga lainnya ..

PAPA, HOW ARE YOU TODAY ??  ♥

I MISS YOU SO MUCH !

"Tuhan tolonglah sampaikan sejuta sayangku untuknya, ku trus berjanji takkan khianti pintanya

Ayah dengarlah betapa sesungguhnya ku mencintaimu, kan kubuktikan ku mampu penuhi maumu"

Papa doain aku selalu yaa paa, aku pengen banggain papa

supaya di Atas sana papa bisa tersenyum bangga ngeliat aku :)

PSY - GANGNAM STYLE (강남스타일) M/V

G-DRAGON - ONE OF A KIND M/V

The Reason Why I Like South Korea

hmm ..

kali ini gue mau cerita kenapa gue suka sekali sama negara Korea Selatan ..

• Disana banyak sekali tempat yang menarik untuk dikunjungi dari pantai, museum,   monumen, istana kerajaannya, tempat shoppingnya dan masih banyak lagi;
• Negaranya super bersih;
• Orang-orangnya super ramah, gak mandang kita orang sana asli ato bukan tetap ajah disapa;
• bahasanya unik;
• KPOP - KDRAMA (ini yang pertama kali buat gue suka sama Korea).

itu dia beberapa alasan kenapa gue sampe cinta mati sama Korea dan ngebet banget buat balik kesana lagi .

kalo bisa gue pengen banget bisa studi disana (AMIN ) hahahaha !

3 New Korean Drama recommended

'PANDA AND HEDGEHOG'

'BIG'

'TO THE BEAUTIFUL YOU'

my little sister @cacaspons

Liburan Lebaran

Libur kali ini ga kemana-mana ..
stay di Jakarta dan dikarenakan sepi gue pun ngungsi ke rumah Marza ..
disini kerjaannya makan tidur nonton bengong !
padahal jelas-jelas gue harus nyelesaiin paper PIO buat tgl 1 ntar dan belajar buat ujian
Ganbatte Maya !! >.<

BEAST '아름다운 밤이야' (Official Music Video)

Happy Birthday @ETHABARLINA ~ 16.07.12

It Has to be You by Yesung ( COVER )

ＩＵ - You & I (Japanese Version)

Central Park 15.07.12 - with ci Retha :)

COVER It Has to be You by Yesung (SuJu)

hanya buat iseng-iseng . maaf suara jelek dan pastinya ada salah-salah pengucapan hehehe ..

-mayamarsiana-

happy birthday @fatihalathifa ~ 07.07.12

Jang Woo Young - Sexy lady MV [English subs + Romanization + Hangul] HD

2NE1 - I LOVE YOU M/V

Family Outing : Bandung (2-3 Juli 2012)

BIGBANG - FANTASTIC BABY M/V

JJ Project _ BOUNCE _ Music Video

Juniel Ft. Jung Yong Hwa - Fool MV [English subs + Romanization + Hangul]

Kim Hyung Joon 김형준 (SS501) - "oH! aH!" MV full

Finally, Korea ♥

BTOB - Father '아버지'

His lonely back seemed so unfamiliar
I just watched him as he walked along
And tears just formed so I just cried
Because I hated myself for not knowing all this time

Because he always pretended to be calm and smiled
Because he always pretended to be strong in front of me
I didn't even think of it, I thought I would never see it
So I didn't know about his lonely back

* I didn't know back then, I was too young
You must have been lonelier than anyone else but I didn't approach you
Now I finally know, I hope it's not too late
These are the words I wanted to say so much, I love you forever
My father


After watching him for a long time
I ran to him and just hugged him
I wanted to just cry, I wanted to cry in his arms
Because my gratitude toward you was so sad


You pretend to feel better after letting out a deep sigh
I can see your invisible tears
You don't cry over your scarred heart with the painful wounds
I made those scars but why do I keep blaming you?
And your eyes showed you were tired
But you hid it, such a liar
Now I will embrace you, you can lean on me
And your eyes showed you were tired
But you hid it such a liar
You are forever a high sky to me

Your beaten hands, your wrinkled eyes
Your lonely back - I'm not used to any of those
Maybe that's why I was like that, that's why I hurt you
Even your turned back seems like baggage that I left behind
I haven't done anything for you, I haven't given anything to you but
These are the words I wanted to say so much, I love you forever
My father

BTOB '아버지' Special Ver. M/V

[M/V] 不敗 (Bubai), Junho with Van Ness Wu

3H 2M di kota Semarang

tgl 18 sore kemarin pas baru pulang ujian tiba2 ajah si cici bilang "Mei, ke Semarang yuk?"
karena gue memang pengen yaa ayuk2 ajah .. tapi pas cici bilang "kita perginya tanggal 20 malam ajah habis kamu ujian sampai 23 pagi" .. WHAT ???!!!
oke itu memang terjadi tanggal 20 sore kemarin tepatnya jam 18.00 WIB gue ngikut cici berangkat ke Semarang ..
kesan pertama sampai sana WAW ! KOTA-nya BERSIH dan RAPI !! >.<
walau cuma sehari bisa jalan-jalan disana dan blum puas, tapi seneng banget rasanya ..
memang terkesal "gila" karn cuma 3 hari 2 malam disana tapi yaa sudalaaa
lain kali gue harus kesana lagii hihihiii ..

oo iya gue mau bilang makasih buat papa mama -nya cici Retha ..
mereka smua baik banget, walau cuma sehari mereka tetap ngeluangin waktu buat ajakin jalan-jan dan tentunya makan-makan hehehe :D

baru selesai nonton k-drama "DREAM HIGH 2" ..

waw ceritanya beda sama yang pertama, tapi intinya tetap sama sih hehe ..

JB & Jin Woon ♥ ♥ So Cute !!!!!

nabung yuk nabung .........

Pengennnnnnnn ..
*ayoo semangat nabung *

Without You

I can't win, I can't reign
I will never win this game
Without you, without you
I am lost, I am vain,
I will never be the same
Without you, without you

I won't run, I won't fly
I will never make it by
Without you, without you
I can't rest, I can't fight
All I need is you and I,
Without you, without you


Without...
You! You! You!
Without...you

I can't erase, so I'll take blame
But I can't accept that we're estranged
Without you, without you
I won't soar, I won't climb
If you're not here, I'm paralyzed
Without you, without you

Without...
You! You! You!
Without... you


I am lost, I am vain,
I will never be the same
Without you, without you
Without...you!

IU - Last Fantasy

I had a good dream, more beautiful than any flower
At the cold wind, I pull up the blankets
And I open my eyes and it is today
At some point, the seasons have changed

The blue sky and the pieces of clouds
I drew them however I wanted at that place
I wonder if we will meet again
Will you come to me again?

Faraway things always look beautiful
I wonder what the closely approached world will show me
I still have many fears and am still young
If it's you, can I lean on you?
Will you open your heart a bit more?
Don't you need someone?

Like me?

Has this ever happened to you -
As if you've slept for a long time,
The air feels different than yesterday
And for some reason, the day feels strange
For some reason, everything feels strange

My mornings are nights to some others
At that natural truth,
I don't know why I get so lonely, so sad

Just like me?

My last fantasy, forever in my heart

If only I can fly, I would fly to you
But I believe in the meaning of my dream last night
There are still a lot of things I don't know
But I can open that door and walk out
Will you patiently wait for me?
Pray for me that I won't fall
Believe in me

hmm .. 2 minggu terakhir ini gue ngerasa ada yang aneh ajah sama semua orang disekitar gue ..

gue ngerasa semuanya menjauh ..

rasa kesel sih ada tapi yaa mau gimana lagi, jalani saja ..

kamis ntar tepatnya tanggal 29 maret 2012 itu 100 harinya papa ..

ga terasa papa udah pergi selama itu ..

rasa kangen dan kehilangan itu pasti ..

ga ada lagi yg telpon gangguin gue ..

ga ada lagi yg sms nanya "Ya, udh makan belum? makan apa ? gmna kuliah hari ini?"

semenjak hari kepergian papa gue tau semua bakal berubah ..

sekarang aku ngerasa sepi se-sepi sepinya ..

jujur, mama sama koko jarang banget nelponin gue ..

karna gue oragnya sensitif gue ngerasa kalo gue kayaknya ga ada 'penting'nya buat mereka yang ada gue malah 'nyusahin' mereka ..

tapi mulai saat ini gue janji gue bakal buktiin ke mereka kalo gue bisa buat mereka bangga ..

Tuhan bantu aku yaa ..

CNBLUE 3rd Mini Album [EAR FUN] Title song Hey You M/V Full Ver

B1A4 - BABY I'M SORRY (Full ver.).wmv

Yoseob (Beast) & Eunji (A Pink) - Love Day [MV]

2AM 'I Wonder If You Hurt Like Me' MV

FTISLAND 4th MINI ALBUM [GROWN-UP] Title Song "지독하게 (Severely)" M/V Full...

Cover lonely 2ne1

Cover Confession of a Friend (2AM) with ci Retha :)

hanya iseng-iseng saja :D

You're gone now, gone but not forgotten .. Papa ..